A Poem for My Mother

[mayastarr041]

Here it is 
The 3 year anniversary of my mom's death. I dedicate this poem to her.

My Mother
Oh mother, it has been 3 years already
I bawl my eyes out just thinking of you
Your warm, lustrous hair
Your perfect smile
Taken from this world too soon
Why did you have to leave me so soon?
I have lost almost everyone
I was scared when I saw you dead
Your dilated eyes showed fear as you lay in your own blood
Your death haunts me still as I wake up in a pool of sweat, screaming, clutching my own throat
The true meaning of life has escaped me
What is life? Why am I still living?
Oh mother, I will join you soon enough
I will hopefully be reunited with you in heaven
Even if I am cast in hell, I will forever remember you
I have lost many of my friends
I have fallen into depression
I have been completely shut off from the world, but I do not care
The only memory I have left of you is a single blood stained picture
You were smiling, I was smiling, it was the perfect moment
These scars traced down my arms remind me of you
The dried caked blood that will forever remain there for you mother
The tears I've shed have turned red
Just like the blood flowing down me
You were the best and you never lost patience with me, even when I was really really bad
There is a dark cloud over my life, all the flowers have wilted away
My heart turns blacker and blacker each passing day
I will soon fade away
I love you very much mother
I will join you soon enough
I miss you very much
Please, never leave me
I love you

[JDMEK5]

Beautiful poem and you have my sympathies. I'm not going to say I know what it's like to lose a parent because I haven't yet.

But (I kinda said it before sorta in another topic), I honestly think that if your mom could see you now, she would really want you to cheer up and have a happy existence anyways. I'm not saying you shouldn't miss her, but with each closing door in life, another opens. She lives on in you so carry her legacy on and thrive in this world. I know you can do it.

And remember that you always have friends here at NSM.

[mayastarr041]

Beautiful poem and you have my sympathies. I'm not going to say I know what it's like to lose a parent because I haven't yet.

But (I kinda said it before sorta in another topic), I honestly think that if your mom could see you now, she would really want you to cheer up and have a happy existence anyways. I'm not saying you shouldn't miss her, but with each closing door in life, another opens. She lives on in you so carry her legacy on and thrive in this world. I know you can do it.

And remember that you always have friends here at NSM.

:'(Please excuse me. I'm crying like a big baby right now. The tears won't stop even if I want it to. Why do you have this effect one me? It feels weird, yet it also feels very warm.

[Hero of Trains]

Everyone here is your friend. We all believe in you, and that's what you're feeling. JDMEK is better at saying it, but we're all rooting for you! 

[mayastarr041]

Everyone here is your friend. We all believe in you, and that's what you're feeling. JDMEK is better at saying it, but we're all rooting for you! 

Oh Train
I swear, you are making me smile like crazy.

[Hero of Trains]

I'm glad! That's all I try to do! 

[mayastarr041]

I'm glad! That's all I try to do! 

And that's what I love about you Train. ))

[Hero of Trains]

Awwwwww, thanks! It means a lot! 

[mayastarr041]

Awwwwww, thanks! It means a lot! 

Your welcome! Anything for you! And hey, quick question. What's up with the stars under one's profile. I swear I had only 2 stars...

[Hero of Trains]

I have absolutely no idea. Really, I've been having that question myself.

[mayastarr041]

Hmmm. I smell a mystery? Ready to solve it?! 

[Hero of Trains]

Yeah! I wonder if it's how many views or responses you have on your posts. 

[mayastarr041]

True. True.
It could also be how much of your songs get published or as time passes, more stars get added?

[Hero of Trains]

Probably not songs published, as I don't have any, but time passing is a good idea! I know that the big shiny stars Olimar, Jamaha and Latios have mean that they're staff members.

[mayastarr041]

Yeah! One step closer! But, now I'm stuck. Darn it.